Tears

"Now what do you think?"
She asks me,
I feel the tears coming.

This person who would never hurt us on purpose,
just did mentally.

Those people that where beaten,
showed in my head,
Those people that where killed or murdured,
run through my head.

I realize I was those people,
can it be possible to be reborn forever?
I must be imagining,
aren't I?

I come back to the present when a bell is rung,
its finally over,
I sit there looking at the board,
saddnes leaking right out of my eyes.

Past,
after Past,
after Past,
takes a re-run through my head.

So it is true,
I was reborn,
scince the dawn of time I was here.

Humanity,
'Nothing to lose',
Look at my memories and say it to my face!
Say it!

Every beating,
shot,
kidnapping,
murder,
run trough my head.

I realize I am standing up,
fear strucken. 

"Are you okay?"
I look up,
noticing a small trickle down my face,
I nodded,
although she doesn't believe it.

The door is freedom,
yet after weaseling out,
I get stopped again,
only this time running against a wall as I back up,
I felt like a hurt dog wanting to get away,
she asks me if I am okay.

Diffrent person,
I see her also walking down the hall with a confused look on her face as she passes me and her,
worried crawled over her face,
she walked perfectly,
while I staggered.

On the bus, 
noise,
and noise,
and noise.

I have no more tears,
they dried up,
but tommorrow,
they'll return,
because they always do.

Just be brave and enter that room.

Enter that geography room and get it over with,
Doesn't matter about yesterday,
Today is a new day.

Answer Mrs. Rhodes when asked,
Have sadness for Mrs. Sousa for not being there,
be cheerful around Mrs. Mendez,
Be polite to Ms. Imel,
and Fake being happy to Mrs. Willard.

Simple as pie.